I smiled at a gang of people today. When they met my gaze, they just laughed. I was infuriated. My blood boiled. I was ready to erupt like a volcano.
Lava pouring out and all. But all my life I'd been put on so many times my fury soon wore off. Everone had an inflated ego. Big headed. Just nothing to bother getting
involved with. What happened to the beautiful human race god created ? I feel that I don't fit in. Like I'm Extra terrestrial. Some green blobby thing from
another planet. Extraordinary. Something to laugh at. Something to point your finger at. But someday I will fit in. I will prove them all wrong, I can be a
somebody. But that would be a long time from now. A-very-long time from now.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
What do they expect of me ? Part 2
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Sunday, April 26, 2009
What do they expect of me ? Part 1
I've always thought of myself as ordinary, common, usual. I'm like a speck of dirt on someones shoe. Ignored. Neglected. Rejected. Bullied. Destroyed. Depressed. The list could go on forever. I feel like a wanderer marooned on an island. Instead of feeling lonely I felt I was in the aloneness. No one to care.
Even parents. It was down to them. My pain. My depression. Since the minute I fell from heaven. Or came from hell, I was unwanted. So know all I expect to
come 'home' to is a cardboard box and stale leftovers. Pets have a better life than me. Well I could say that but some pets are in the same situation as me.
Backing down in corners. Hurtful words, hurtful hits. For my way of living was not what you'd expect. It's inhumane. Cruel. Destructive of someones feelings.
For nothing but their own pleasure of the tears coming from the victim. The blood coming from the prey. The predator coming to destroy of the prey's hopes
and dreams. Their goals in life. But achieving things in life, even as much as getting a decent job is hard when your skin is a different colour.
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Saturday, April 25, 2009
Geek to chic part 4
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[Also i skipped straight to the makeover as i had writers block for what to write next]
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'Get up Setta!Katelyn and James are here!' I heard a voice call. I opened my eyes slowly and saw my ceiling. i rolled onto my side and looked at my clock. It said 9:30am. I groaned and reached over for my glasses. I put them on and got out of bed. As i walked out the door i grabbed my nearest hoodie which was purple and my nearest leopard print slippers,put them on and walked out. When i entered the kitchen i was greeted by James who ran over to me screaming 'Sesha!' I forced a smile.
'Hey James.' I looked up at my sister Katelyn.
'Hey Kate!' I grinned and hugged her.
'Hey Setta. Ready for today?' she smiled.
I nodded.
'Go get ready.' My mom urged. 'You're hair appointment is at 10:30.'
I nodded again and walked out the door with shaky knees. I changed into jeans,black flats and a black t-shirt,not bothering to dress up nice. I walked outside with my two sisters and got into the back seat of the car.
'So what am i getting done?' i asked as we turned out of the driveway. Katelyn and Kayla laughed.
'Like we're going to tell you' laughed Kayla.
'Please?I pleaded. They both shook their heads.
Hmph.
'Please,please,please' i kept saying please and that seemed to annoy them. Katelyn turned up the radio so high i could barely hear myself not think.
I sighed in defeat i looked out the window humming along to the radio on the way.
Suddenly we stopped.
'We're here' Smiled Kayla.
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Girls Unleashed - Part 4
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Friday, April 24, 2009
Geek to chic part 3
'Just choose one!' i exclaimed after five minutes. Kayla turned her head slowly the look at me with narrowed eyes.
'No.' she sneered and flickered through the channels again.
'Ugh!' i groaned going back to my laptop. I was in the middle of writing an IM to my cousin Sophie when i noticed Kayla looking at me. I looked back at her.
'What?' i asked confused.
'You know...' she murmured. ' You'd look nice with blondish hair. And no glasses'
she reached over and took off my glasses.
'Hey!' i snatched them back off her and put them back on me. ' I cant see without my glasses'
'Ever hear of contacts?' she sighed rolling her eyes. 'Well,if you ever want a makeover me and Katelyn could work our sister magic on you'
I shook my head. 'Kate's too busy with James to do a stupid makeover on me'
Katelyn was my sister and James was her very hyper 2year old son who called me Sesha. They lived in the town beside us wither Katelyn's husband Matt.
'Yeah but shes coming this weekend with James because she hasn't seen us in like a month' Kayla smiled. 'Pleaseeeee can I do a makeover on you?' She flickered her eyelids more than she flickered through the channels.
I though for a minute. Then I remembered. If i got a makeover...id be prettier...i might have more than one friend...boys might like me...Trev might like me!
'Okay' I grinned.
'Yay!' Kayla clapped her hands jumping up and down on the seat. 'i gotta go call Katelyn and tell her! We need to make a hair appointment...maybe for the three of us, my roots need touching up and then we need our nails done and then...'
She kept blabbing on but i wasn't listening.
A makeover.
I debated whether it was a good or bad idea.
Good i decided.
Yay!
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Please do this for me....Please! :]
Please do this for me guys! You would be completely awesome if you did it!
I need you to go to the club We.want.DKNY and PLEASE sign my topic 'Ciaraleanne Invited...'
It means so so much to me! Please! This will prove that you're a great friend! :]
Thank you to the people who have already joined for me! xYou're definately awesome. ;]
Ps. Its so I can become superstar or win a code! If I win, I will have a raffle with gifts and rares. If you join you're automatically entered in the raffle. ;] x
THANK YOU FOR READING! PLEASE DO THE ABOVE! Xx
Ciara. x
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Friday, April 17, 2009
La Belle - By Lolly_popps.
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Through The Vent - Part 1
One day Jenna was really bored. She was fed up and went to the phone. She dialled a number and began to speak.
“Hey auntie! How are you? Oh I’m good but I was wondering if you would like a visitor for a week? It’s just…I am so bored, I need to get out of the house!”
There was a long pause and then Jenna began talking again. “Oh I see…how about next week then? Woo! Awesome! I can’t wait! Is Kat going to be there? Ok! Tell her hi! Love you, bye!”
Jenna put down the phone and skipped to her bedroom. She was very happy after the phone call. This was because she just arranged to stay at her aunt’s house for the week.
By the time the week ended Jenna had all her bags ready. She hugged her mum, dad and little sister and ran out the door to meet her aunt in the driveway.
“Thank you for letting me stay in your house Linda!”
“No problem Jen! You know you’re my favourite niece.” Her aunt replied.
“Ha! I’m your only niece!” Jenna demanded while letting out a giggle.
They arrived at the house and Jenna leaped out of the car.
“I haven’t been here in so long! It looks huge since last time!”
“Jen, that’s because we got an extension. And you saw it about 3 years ago when you were 12.” Her aunt explained.
“Oh! Really? How long… anyway where’s Katrina?”
“She should be in her room! I’ll call her in a sec.” Her aunt paused for a few minutes. “Kat? You upstairs? Jenna’s here to see you!”
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Forgive me... :[
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Saturday, April 11, 2009
Geek to chic part 2
I looked at him and he looked at me. A Smile appeared on his face.
'Bad morning?' he laughed,his blue eyes shining. Breathe Setta Breathe! i reminded myself. 'Um..yeah' i tried to smile. i think i succeeded. i hope i did.
'I'm Trev.' he put out his hand and i shook it.
'I'm Tr-Setta' this is why i don't talk to boys. I was about to call myself TREV!?!?! Embarrassing much? he smiled and ran a hand through his gorgeous brown hair. Sigh.
'Hi Tr-Setta' He winked 'I gotta go to English class so I guess I'll see you around' he nodded and walked away leaving me breathless. I saw Allie running over to me.
'Setta! Your turning purple! Breathe,child,breathe!' she urged. I laughed and got my history book out of my locker. I ignored her and walked away in a daze. He was so...gorgeous. The boys that ever talked to me were the ones from the science club. Nerds. Just like me. I sat down in my seat in History class and pretended to listen to my teacher Mrs.Gray's story on Helen of Troy. Who is Troy?! Not really like I care. Trev beats Troy anyday. Oh wait...I know nothing about him! I sighed.
...Darn.
To be continued.
Opinions?! :]
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Thursday, April 9, 2009
Part 1 of Geek To Chic
I looked in my sisters full length mirror. I looked pretty much like always. Black Flats, White knee high socks,green pleated skirt,white shirt,Green sweater and a tie. Of course that was my school uniform. I may be a geek but not THAT big of one. My waist length hair was tied in a low ponytail like always. My sisters always pestered me to do something nice with my hair but i wasn't really bothered. My purple glasses were on the floor so i picked them up and put them on. Ew. I smiled showing my braces ,trying to look pretty [but not succeeding]Suddenly my sister Kayla burst through the door.
''Get out of my room you freak!'' she exploded. I obeyed and immediately walked out of the room looked down. I strolled down the hall and into the kitchen where my mom sat at the table.
''Hey honey!'' she greeted me with a smile. She was always nice to me because i was the 'different one''
''Hey mom...'' i mumbled under my breath. ''I'm uh...gonna go to school early today. I'll grab a coffee in Starbucks on my way to school.''
My mom nodded. ''Kayla bothering you again?'' she sighed and rolled her eyes.
''Not really. I need to tell Allie something'' i grabbed my schoolbag and walked out the door. I met my best friend Allie standing at my doorstep texting.
''Who you texting?'' I asked trying to make a conversation. She gave me long conversation about her boyfriend Jay and how they were going to a 'save the whales' convention on Saturday.
''Tree-hugger'' i muttered under my breath when she was talking for seven minutes straight. I don't know if she even took a breath. We stopped in Starbucks where i bought a coffee and she bought organic orange juice. (back to the tree-hugger...) we arrived at our school. Jefferson's High School. As we entered the gates Jay walked up to us and kissed Allie. I tapped my foot impatiently waiting for them to stop and when i gave up i just stormed away into the school. As i entered the school my arch enemy (like in the movies, shes the head cheerleader,dating the football captain,plastic,could pass for barbies twin and blond) Bethany walked past me snickering to her clones and glancing at me. I childishly stuck out my tongue and ignored them. I walked to my locker and opened it forcefully almost taking the door off when i noticed someone standing beside me looking in their locker...
To be continued...
sorry i used the same beginning as my last story :( couldn't think of anything else.
BTW i know i named the last part Part One but it wasn't really a part so this shall be it! :]
What do you think so far?More?
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